Sunday, December 23, 2007
woot finally i cut my hair!
but the sad part is it cost me 22 dollars lol...
but it was nice lar... 1st tym the person ask me wanna drink tea? lol im already under the effects of caffeine if i have somemore i 2night no need slp le.
woke up at 9.55 from bryans call... totally forgot that had to go out
then met lydia and bryan at mrt at around 10.10... waited for kok to reach
then went to bras basah complex to buy fabric paint but too ex for such a shitty quantity.
went bedok to eat... only drank ice lemon tea while the 3 other hungry ghosts went to buy food and stole from lydia... poor girl...
then went joo chiat to buy the cloth for the banner.
then me and qf went prp to do the games for farewell and decided to cut our hair at tamp
but tamp only got qb house so went 4th floor cut at super cuts...
after that went to watch national treasure wif kok's family. thx for the treat.
gosh i actually spent 22 dollars on a hair cut... if my mum finds out bout it im gonna get killed.
2mr going out wif the guys and 4 girls... =/
for christmas eve outing...
haiz if only u were going...
but the sad part is it cost me 22 dollars lol...
but it was nice lar... 1st tym the person ask me wanna drink tea? lol im already under the effects of caffeine if i have somemore i 2night no need slp le.
woke up at 9.55 from bryans call... totally forgot that had to go out
then met lydia and bryan at mrt at around 10.10... waited for kok to reach
then went to bras basah complex to buy fabric paint but too ex for such a shitty quantity.
went bedok to eat... only drank ice lemon tea while the 3 other hungry ghosts went to buy food and stole from lydia... poor girl...
then went joo chiat to buy the cloth for the banner.
then me and qf went prp to do the games for farewell and decided to cut our hair at tamp
but tamp only got qb house so went 4th floor cut at super cuts...
after that went to watch national treasure wif kok's family. thx for the treat.
gosh i actually spent 22 dollars on a hair cut... if my mum finds out bout it im gonna get killed.
2mr going out wif the guys and 4 girls... =/
for christmas eve outing...
haiz if only u were going...
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:02 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, December 20, 2007
woke up at 12.44... went to skool...
then helped the grp to buy food...
went to skool and gave them...
then went out again to buy food for myself and drinks for the girls wif moses.
then went back to skool...
then ate and followed bryan to eat.
then went to the surfing in room for debrief...
got back our reflections.
mr toh asked us to read out what could have been done better.
from that point on. i knew i was dead.
i got called out 1st...
well i learnt stuff bout myself from that 5-10 mins of standing.
then after the closure. went to that mini cafe again for the 3rd tym to drink caramel coffee.
then some stuff happened. got pissed. then went to play pool.
i got owned by bryan haha. i was just whacking the balls to vent my frustrations.
then after pool. went makan. then got home.
switch on the com le, then more crappy stuff. 19 must really be an unlucky number for me.
well, it was a bad day. i learnt many stuff bout myself or bout other ppl.
and i noe that it wont get any better till after my o lvls.
then helped the grp to buy food...
went to skool and gave them...
then went out again to buy food for myself and drinks for the girls wif moses.
then went back to skool...
then ate and followed bryan to eat.
then went to the surfing in room for debrief...
got back our reflections.
mr toh asked us to read out what could have been done better.
from that point on. i knew i was dead.
i got called out 1st...
well i learnt stuff bout myself from that 5-10 mins of standing.
then after the closure. went to that mini cafe again for the 3rd tym to drink caramel coffee.
then some stuff happened. got pissed. then went to play pool.
i got owned by bryan haha. i was just whacking the balls to vent my frustrations.
then after pool. went makan. then got home.
switch on the com le, then more crappy stuff. 19 must really be an unlucky number for me.
well, it was a bad day. i learnt many stuff bout myself or bout other ppl.
and i noe that it wont get any better till after my o lvls.
i know that i have loved you ... at 3:32 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, December 17, 2007
bahh...
woke up at 12... met wc at 12.30 then bought christmas prezzie till i broke lol.
then went sakae eat buffet wif qf iffah and wc.
then went home to change while wc wrap gifts.
then went esplanade watch mjchoir caroling.
then went marina square eat dinner ^^.
then ran home to use com =)
sorry. i let my uneasiness get the better of me.
i believe that you have no feelings for him.
but i just cant help it when u keep asking me qns bout him.
its scary.
its lyk when i tink of it, it really gives me the feeling that maybe...
lyk imagine if i keep asking bout a girl, keep toking bout that girl.
its the same thing. if u wanna tok to him or tok bout him, im fine wif that ba.
just gotta learn to accept things.
just wanna say im sorry, so so sorry =/
woke up at 12... met wc at 12.30 then bought christmas prezzie till i broke lol.
then went sakae eat buffet wif qf iffah and wc.
then went home to change while wc wrap gifts.
then went esplanade watch mjchoir caroling.
then went marina square eat dinner ^^.
then ran home to use com =)
sorry. i let my uneasiness get the better of me.
i believe that you have no feelings for him.
but i just cant help it when u keep asking me qns bout him.
its scary.
its lyk when i tink of it, it really gives me the feeling that maybe...
lyk imagine if i keep asking bout a girl, keep toking bout that girl.
its the same thing. if u wanna tok to him or tok bout him, im fine wif that ba.
just gotta learn to accept things.
just wanna say im sorry, so so sorry =/
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:57 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, December 16, 2007
bah...
slept thru the day...
nth to do at home...
well at least 2mrs gonna be a better day...
going shop wif z3n and cd! for presents.
but i don't know whether to buy...
my standard... is crap...
i can't believe im so noob...
learnt something i shouldnt have known but thx...
at least now i noe how to treat you as...
well, theres somethings ppl shouldnt really hope for...
if u know things are happening... you should just accept it.
if u wanna choose him. im fine wif it.
well... im sorry for screwing things up for everyone.
because of my big mouth.
now im very very confused.
i don't know anything anymore.
ur feelings, mine, wad i want and wads gonna happen in the future.
im sorry. i just expect too much from everyone around me... esp you.
im afraid. if i raise my hopes.
and what happens next isnt the way i hoped it would be.
that i would fall so bad. i will never want to get up again.
i feel bad. for the troubles i have caused. or because of my presence. ppl are hurt.
im sorry. to everyone. for the things i've done.
bryans right. that happened in the past. the future is in my grasp.
i should look forward and not harp on the past.
feelings changed.
slept thru the day...
nth to do at home...
well at least 2mrs gonna be a better day...
going shop wif z3n and cd! for presents.
but i don't know whether to buy...
my standard... is crap...
i can't believe im so noob...
learnt something i shouldnt have known but thx...
at least now i noe how to treat you as...
well, theres somethings ppl shouldnt really hope for...
if u know things are happening... you should just accept it.
if u wanna choose him. im fine wif it.
well... im sorry for screwing things up for everyone.
because of my big mouth.
now im very very confused.
i don't know anything anymore.
ur feelings, mine, wad i want and wads gonna happen in the future.
im sorry. i just expect too much from everyone around me... esp you.
im afraid. if i raise my hopes.
and what happens next isnt the way i hoped it would be.
that i would fall so bad. i will never want to get up again.
i feel bad. for the troubles i have caused. or because of my presence. ppl are hurt.
im sorry. to everyone. for the things i've done.
bryans right. that happened in the past. the future is in my grasp.
i should look forward and not harp on the past.
feelings changed.
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:52 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, December 15, 2007
ytd went to play pool.
everyone was late... cept me and qf
qf reached at 10.30. i reached around 11.
then soon after eugene and shawn came.
then bryan. went in the billiard room around 12.
played for 6 1/2 hours. there was an emo table.
then got a huge rat that was running around.
ppl lost to me and qf cause they shot the black ball into the wrong hole.
nice pics. and went tm after that wif qf, moses, davin, wc, eugene and shawn.
had a match wif n.L™ at 9...
but i wont blog bout it.
2day. woke up at 8.30 and left for bryans house.
went tuition wif him. i was so tired.
then went shopping wif him, qf, zerlina and kehua.
bought 1 black, white striped collar long sleeve, 1 brown long sleeve collar shirt
and 1 black short sleeve collar shirt. all 2gt 71 dollars =) thx zerlina
then chose some girl clothes and thought it was for guys.
wtf... pissed wif me when i nvr even say much.
pissed wif me for sympathising and feeling guilty?
and using the match as an excuse to vent ur anger?
bah...
this isn't going anywhere. i don't dare do a shit
cause i'm afraid i think too much and that it's just my wishful thinking.
boring weekend ahead... anyone wants to go out? =)
everyone was late... cept me and qf
qf reached at 10.30. i reached around 11.
then soon after eugene and shawn came.
then bryan. went in the billiard room around 12.
played for 6 1/2 hours. there was an emo table.
then got a huge rat that was running around.
ppl lost to me and qf cause they shot the black ball into the wrong hole.
nice pics. and went tm after that wif qf, moses, davin, wc, eugene and shawn.
had a match wif n.L™ at 9...
but i wont blog bout it.
2day. woke up at 8.30 and left for bryans house.
went tuition wif him. i was so tired.
then went shopping wif him, qf, zerlina and kehua.
bought 1 black, white striped collar long sleeve, 1 brown long sleeve collar shirt
and 1 black short sleeve collar shirt. all 2gt 71 dollars =) thx zerlina
then chose some girl clothes and thought it was for guys.
wtf... pissed wif me when i nvr even say much.
pissed wif me for sympathising and feeling guilty?
and using the match as an excuse to vent ur anger?
bah...
this isn't going anywhere. i don't dare do a shit
cause i'm afraid i think too much and that it's just my wishful thinking.
boring weekend ahead... anyone wants to go out? =)
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:27 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, December 13, 2007
bah...
2day was stupid.
wanted to watch golden compass...
everyone was late lol...
waited till everyone came. then left around 2.30
watched golden compass...
ending was stupid haha... felt lyk kena cheated.
then go back tamp kfc...
shared buddy meal wif qf...
then went home.
gonna shop wif bryan at giordano... now got 115 haha..
me and a tall spanish guy. omg hes lyk even taller than qf!
kq and leon at primate's palace after the comp
eugene and tb in 2nd hotel LOL.
christmas tree in cesky krumlov
tb and eugene again =)
leon, tracy, me, kq and judaxil after comp
me and kq... aww shes short than me =x
kq and tracy at some restaurant in bratislava
me and ju at primate's palace. i look spastic >.<
iris, tracy, kq, leon and ju
yea thats all bout it. didnt really use my cam coz lazy and got grounded haha.
though it was not as fun as the last, it was so much more memorable.
hope can go there again.
2day was stupid.
wanted to watch golden compass...
everyone was late lol...
waited till everyone came. then left around 2.30
watched golden compass...
ending was stupid haha... felt lyk kena cheated.
then go back tamp kfc...
shared buddy meal wif qf...
then went home.
gonna shop wif bryan at giordano... now got 115 haha..
pics from europe:
me and a tall spanish guy. omg hes lyk even taller than qf!
kq and leon at primate's palace after the comp
eugene and tb in 2nd hotel LOL.
christmas tree in cesky krumlov
tb and eugene again =)
leon, tracy, me, kq and judaxil after comp
me and kq... aww shes short than me =x
kq and tracy at some restaurant in bratislava
me and ju at primate's palace. i look spastic >.<
iris, tracy, kq, leon and ju
yea thats all bout it. didnt really use my cam coz lazy and got grounded haha.
though it was not as fun as the last, it was so much more memorable.
hope can go there again.
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:36 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
woot.
finally back from europe.
damn... missed my 22 inch LCD monitor
intel core 2 quad processor =x...
met up wif iffah yk and estee.
went to airport.
check in, sang ping an ye, took pics and finally got onto the plane.
was supposed to sit beside mindy but changed wif joanna cause she was sitting wif shaun.
after 10 hours reached istanbul, transited to vienna...
then sat beside joshua and beside him was leon.
after almost 18 hours of transport finally reached vienna.
then took 4 hours of bus to cesky krumlov.
very tiring... had practices and no sight seeing.
roomed wif joel, who so graciously charged my nano =) and sent me songs.
wow there was a bath tub! everytym i bathed i would soak in it for 15 mins?
then had dinner at the restaurant.
was pissed coz some stuff happened.
day 2. had practices and sight seeing. only had 1 hour of it coz grounded. =/
day 3 went to bratislava and roomed wif tb, eugene and ks!
4 of us squeezed into 2 beds bitched till late while eating cup noodles.
day 4, had pract and sightseeing... bitched again
day 5, competition. we did quite okay for o magnum and ping an ye.
cantate was nice =) while sarba was shyt...
had 3 hours of free time where we chiong-ed mac
drank capucino... =.=
then went back to the primates palace to take pics =)
went up and sat for 3 hours listening to adult choirs.
then went to eat dinner and went back to hotel for reflection. bitched again
day 6 went to collect results. got a gold =) more sightseeing
day 7 went to vienna to see schebrunn palace...
cool place... at the end of the tour bought souvenirs...
then went for lunch, drank only hot choc which was superb.
went back and drove to the hotel. then got ready to watch opera.
was cool. nice seats and view.
then went to eat at plutzer for dinner... haha eugene took some pics which were unappropriate.
went back for quiz and stayed up till 4 toking to tb.
last day. kena grounded. coz i was caught by ms yeo for being in koks room.
coz wanted to take back my boiler and stuff.
couldnt tok and take pics and shop.
chiong-ed shopping at vienna airport.
then went up the plane to instanbul.
played the rubiks cube... omg i cant solve it lar. so difficult and when i see judaxil do it.
i was lyk... ghey omg...
then flew back to sing. sat wif shaun again.
gonna post the pics 2mr
finally back from europe.
damn... missed my 22 inch LCD monitor
intel core 2 quad processor =x...
met up wif iffah yk and estee.
went to airport.
check in, sang ping an ye, took pics and finally got onto the plane.
was supposed to sit beside mindy but changed wif joanna cause she was sitting wif shaun.
after 10 hours reached istanbul, transited to vienna...
then sat beside joshua and beside him was leon.
after almost 18 hours of transport finally reached vienna.
then took 4 hours of bus to cesky krumlov.
very tiring... had practices and no sight seeing.
roomed wif joel, who so graciously charged my nano =) and sent me songs.
wow there was a bath tub! everytym i bathed i would soak in it for 15 mins?
then had dinner at the restaurant.
was pissed coz some stuff happened.
day 2. had practices and sight seeing. only had 1 hour of it coz grounded. =/
day 3 went to bratislava and roomed wif tb, eugene and ks!
4 of us squeezed into 2 beds bitched till late while eating cup noodles.
day 4, had pract and sightseeing... bitched again
day 5, competition. we did quite okay for o magnum and ping an ye.
cantate was nice =) while sarba was shyt...
had 3 hours of free time where we chiong-ed mac
drank capucino... =.=
then went back to the primates palace to take pics =)
went up and sat for 3 hours listening to adult choirs.
then went to eat dinner and went back to hotel for reflection. bitched again
day 6 went to collect results. got a gold =) more sightseeing
day 7 went to vienna to see schebrunn palace...
cool place... at the end of the tour bought souvenirs...
then went for lunch, drank only hot choc which was superb.
went back and drove to the hotel. then got ready to watch opera.
was cool. nice seats and view.
then went to eat at plutzer for dinner... haha eugene took some pics which were unappropriate.
went back for quiz and stayed up till 4 toking to tb.
last day. kena grounded. coz i was caught by ms yeo for being in koks room.
coz wanted to take back my boiler and stuff.
couldnt tok and take pics and shop.
chiong-ed shopping at vienna airport.
then went up the plane to instanbul.
played the rubiks cube... omg i cant solve it lar. so difficult and when i see judaxil do it.
i was lyk... ghey omg...
then flew back to sing. sat wif shaun again.
gonna post the pics 2mr
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:34 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, December 02, 2007
2day is t3h day gonna fly off to europe... woots...
9 days not in sing... dun miss me =)
gonna miss everyone lar... anting, sp, the 3b ppl, jj and gang and esp my com haha...
i keep having a feeling that i forgot some things that are needed to bring...
though i can see you for the trip...
we wont tok anw...
u trying to avoid me? or izzit that u dun lyk awkard moments?
but it seems that u're afraid of me?
i dont dare tok to you in real life... coz i dun noe how u feel towards me...
im afraid of saying something wrong...
you don't need me in your life...
i can't bring you happiness or joy...
neither can i comfort you in real life... cause i don't dare and because you have other people around you who care for you...
yes, you may piss me off... but its because i care for you...
i just want to be there for you...
you don't tell me bout your problems... so what are you gonna do wif them? bottle them up?
baahhh im sorry i expect too much from you...
its happening again lar... jus im in ur shoes and u are in mine...
hope you enjoy yourself on the trip and find better friends =)
9 days not in sing... dun miss me =)
gonna miss everyone lar... anting, sp, the 3b ppl, jj and gang and esp my com haha...
i keep having a feeling that i forgot some things that are needed to bring...
though i can see you for the trip...
we wont tok anw...
u trying to avoid me? or izzit that u dun lyk awkard moments?
but it seems that u're afraid of me?
i dont dare tok to you in real life... coz i dun noe how u feel towards me...
im afraid of saying something wrong...
you don't need me in your life...
i can't bring you happiness or joy...
neither can i comfort you in real life... cause i don't dare and because you have other people around you who care for you...
yes, you may piss me off... but its because i care for you...
i just want to be there for you...
you don't tell me bout your problems... so what are you gonna do wif them? bottle them up?
baahhh im sorry i expect too much from you...
its happening again lar... jus im in ur shoes and u are in mine...
hope you enjoy yourself on the trip and find better friends =)
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:42 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, December 01, 2007
bah...
ytd pool was crap =)
played 3 games... 1 wif mark against nic and wei chong
2nd was wif nic against estee and judaxil
3rd was wif eugene...
won 2 lost 1... lost the last haha...
was a bad day lar...
i stone there dunno wad to do...
sat there for 1 hr plus?
dunno wad to do ba...
then played lo...
tried to enjoy myself...
but cant coz some1 wasnt...
feel guilty lar... ask you go then u nvr enjoy urself...
went back home... keyboard spoil... wtf
all bcoz the usb cock up...
baahhh...
so many things i wanna say... but i cant...
mayb its jus me lacking guts...
after mustering my courage to ask u play...
then u dun wanna be in the same team...
i felt lyk u're trying to avoid me
guess we can nvr tok in real life ba...
theres a gap in every friendship...
it seems lyk it is as long as the distance between the sun and the earth...
i jus cant stop looking...
gonna fly on monday... which is lyk 1 more day...
hope nth happens to me though... haha
so can come back and dota =) and go play pool again...
ytd pool was crap =)
played 3 games... 1 wif mark against nic and wei chong
2nd was wif nic against estee and judaxil
3rd was wif eugene...
won 2 lost 1... lost the last haha...
was a bad day lar...
i stone there dunno wad to do...
sat there for 1 hr plus?
dunno wad to do ba...
then played lo...
tried to enjoy myself...
but cant coz some1 wasnt...
feel guilty lar... ask you go then u nvr enjoy urself...
went back home... keyboard spoil... wtf
all bcoz the usb cock up...
baahhh...
so many things i wanna say... but i cant...
mayb its jus me lacking guts...
after mustering my courage to ask u play...
then u dun wanna be in the same team...
i felt lyk u're trying to avoid me
guess we can nvr tok in real life ba...
theres a gap in every friendship...
it seems lyk it is as long as the distance between the sun and the earth...
i jus cant stop looking...
gonna fly on monday... which is lyk 1 more day...
hope nth happens to me though... haha
so can come back and dota =) and go play pool again...
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:50 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities